Apr 8 2025

Very low-energy day and still feeling quite fragile & sensitive to everything going on around me.

I don't feel like I work or communicate all that well with my coworkers even though nothing is entirely wrong, there's just a low level sense of mis-match - a feeling like were not quite orbiting the same planet, not on the same page, but also barely trying to be. It feels like we're barely hearing one another.

I'm tired, though, of feeling so sensitive to these things that seem mostly in my own brain, as if I am perpetrating them.

Since I am so keen on moving on from them & not having them weigh me down, I'll try to look at them more in that way, as projections I don't have to perpetuate further.

At least today a sweet blanket of show has tucked the earth in.