Apr. 5 2025

Its a day off and I barely know what

to do with myself. Sounds of people

hard at work trickle past my ears and

a twinge of guilt arises: you should be helping,

always helping. But I am helping, most of

the time, and I also believe that resting is

helping in the longer term. And I aspire to

a routine that is beneficial and sustainable

in the longer term.

So I sit resting & looking out the rain

streaked window. Reading, writing,

reflecting, resting. Letting mind wander

& process even as I hear dish clean up

clattering downstairs.

We each have our turn, and that

is by design.