Notes of a Tired Student

2021-10-12

• I can't stand it here.
• I'm spending every waking moment of my life right now worrying away about projects that are useless and amount to nothing more than, maybe, a brief mention on a resume.
• A majority of the practical things I'm learning are things I could teach myself using free or cheap online resources.
• I can't enjoy hobbies without the anxiety of "I should be working on something else".
• I don't get excited any more about projects that I should find interesting.
• I can't enjoy my job because of the time it takes away from homework and class projects.
• I don't feel adequately prepared for a real full-time job despite everything and how long I've been here.
• This is a game that I'm tired of playing.
• And to think I was looking forward to being busy again after this summer. Ironic.
• I need to get out of here.