"I'll take the same, bartender, thanks."
I'm not sure what exactly to say, but know that you are heard.
I'm rather vocal about being against big mainstream tech and all that, but recently as I've been getting that lonely feeling you're talking about, I've been sinking back into it. As unhealthy as it is, I get it.
Friends stuff is... hard. On paper it seems so simple, but in the thick of it it feels like nothing you do is right. But that's just how it goes. There are those little moments though, with the right people, when everything feels so perfect. I hold onto those.