Memories of the childhood me

Most of my nostalgic memories from my childhood are always inside my house, either playing with my toys or watching TV, or playing with my computer when I grew a bit older. That's why I feel so nostalgic when I spend an afternoon at home with doors closed, just by myself.

it feels so ritualistic for me, even though it can be something so non-specific, just spending time by myself makes me feel this way, it doesn't matter the activity.

Doing so, I feel like communicating with the younger me, spending time with him, having quality time with him, even though he was happy either with or without company, I like to spend time with him, even without talking, just the two of us doing whatever we're doing, it doesn't matter the gap in distance or time.

If I ever get to be him again or meet him again I hope we can hang out and be alone together.

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so wholesome :)