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the words echoed in my head like a distorted melody, an anthem of youthful abandon and nihilistic pleasure.

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always today, the most fun.

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a mantra of sorts, a cry for those stuck in the moment, the fleeting high of instant gratification. and in this city, where every street corner was a carnival of excess and depravity, a sentiment that rang true.

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even as i repeated those words to myself, i couldn't shake off the gnawing void that lurked beneath. the more i chased after pleasure, the more i felt like i was drowning in a sea of meaningless sensations.

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always today, the most fun.

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it was a lie, a seductive mirage that promised everything and delivered nothing. yet, i couldn't stop myself - a moth drawn to the beautiful blaze of self-destruction.

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🖼️ aspeq - match standard aspect ratios
🍵 cozy - surf the small web
🧠 esper - reach out to daemons with esp
🌿 florilegium - garden of words
🏯 gengou - japanese era names/years
🌕 getsurei - lunar whimsy
🌱 iroiroiru - there, if you move with the seasons
🚀 kaori - neon-drenched gemini server
🚊 miki - high-stakes ride on the nightfall express
🥢 natto - austere gemini/spartan server
💪 saeko - spartan spartan server
🪨 sisyphus - gmi to html/markdown
⚗️ sysy - alchemical c gemtext transmutation
🌙 yofukashi - nocturnal software for the small web

words

🌀 loopback - fuzzy ramblings on inconsequential distractions

also...

higeki.jp (personal capsule)
higeki.jp (www)
blekksprut.net (www)